Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Garbage truck awareness

Came back today after a run and a garbage truck was behind me. It was noisy and i knew it was behind me. There was this old garbage truck that does it's rounds everytime when I finish my daily runs. The last part of the run I will turn around and run in reverse running backwards. Something struck me today an epiphany. That warm rush of feelings inside of me I have now know to be a moment of pure inspiration. I refused to look at it and just kept on going backwards and just kept on going backwards with the knowledge of the garbage truck behind me, looking at what is in front of me instead of what is ahead. Somehow it struck me how much that is like life. We can choose to look at the garbage truck or our own achievements and forge on ahead based on that. It was an exhilarating moment when I came to this realization.
Feel the fear, feel it smell it even but concentrate on your successes and do not it hold you back.A sense of freedom and ease came over me a powerful realization that I can solve any problem that presents itself and that the problem is my friend and something I can accept and change. The uncertainty, chaos and fear is like a dear friend which encourages you to go that extra mile in that tough marathon and will not give up on you when all others would not even look at you.

I am very thankful to Pappy for creating the storm for me to ride on. The storm helps me let go and leave things to the universe. It lets me practice the true essence of law of abundance and the other laws. Meeting up with Paul too help to solidify things I have learnt throughout this time. I am thankful for all the beautiful people that the universe has put my way.

Update: Saw this post and thought I would post it after all but with a twist. Your achievements and your failures are all the garbage truck in front of you. Most often than not it turns out to be the thing that holds you back. Giving you pain where you don't need it. Successes creates unnecessary anxiety while failures brings us down. If I can I would like to approach each of life's untaking without the burden (or the advantage?) of experience ...

Friday, March 7, 2008

The boiling point

People get afraid when the initial momentum of an effort suddenly slows down or suddenly goes quiet. Not me. This to me only means that the universe is trying to tell you either what you asked for, in this case trying to increase the size of my business is already in the current situation or it just means that the universe will provide more than you asked for you just need some preparations. I guess what I am trying to say here is that do not get discouraged when stuff slows down, it just means that you have to do some internal preparations or just need to brush up on a certain something before moving on to the next level. Plateau can be good because you know that you will be moving to the next level soon !